Another 2012 promise
I have this person who I love intensely and have done for almost 4 years now!! The thing is altho I know he loves me too it is very much on his terms!! Neither of us are young so in his mind we aren't teenagers so it's accept the way he loves me on his terms or time will come I give up!! His terms are he likes quiet, his own space and as someone put it tonight who hasn't been around us long yet long enough - he likes his solitudeness so its his way or no way. Not that I don't mind a bit of time out however I want a life companion - don't mind if we don't necessarily marry but I want to wake in the morning with him next to me. I want to roll over and be able to reach and be held. I want to be hugged to sleep, I want to get up & make us coffee & start the day together. We have spent almost a week apart and it's always me that sends the first SMS to say good morning (sometime I will wait till almost lunchtime to see if he will yet he says I don&#